What I Should Said

They say what you don't know can't hurt you
I say different
Don't ever think you can live a lie
Because you can't
Secrets will ruin us all in the end
Friends witll no longer be friends
I should have told you today
But instead I just walked away
You could've known everything
But I was afraid of losing
Of losing you
Of losing them
Don't you see this would've been the end
The end of us
The end of me
The end of being happy and free
So I sit here today
In the graiest of grays
Hoping this will say
Say what I should say