I'm falling

I can feel the air hit my face as I fall
As I fall I wonder
what's this life for
do I really need it
I come close to the bottom
I stop and stay there
centimeters from the bottom
almost dead
living life comes isn't natural to me
I don't work for it cause I don't want it
it's a drag and there's no point of it
nobody cares for me
and I don't care for them either
I'm all alone so I must die now
I move a centimeter down
then back up again
love don't mean anything to me
I don't mean anything to love
I stay away
and it stays away
i go south and you go north
You go up and I go down
your happy
I'm sad
I hate
you love