Not a girl to keep

He whispers that he likes me,
He tells me that we should be.
He smiles and asks for one chance.
That this is a true romance.
And I honestly can't help but fall for him.
But will I sink again or learn to swim?
And it's this that keeps me up at night,
Wondering if waiting is truely right.
When he talks he knows just what to say,
And I get more comfortable around him everyday.
And he let me have the time to figure out,
Everything I couldn't help but doubt.
Oh darling you say you won't hurt me,
But this isn't a guarantee.
Now I see that if open up again,
You can hurt me just like back then.
Why can't we just be friends?
If we try it, it's just going to end.
But still he sings along,
Still we share each song.
We share an undesricable feeling.
But my heart isn't up for stealing.
And now here we are.
And you have me playing my guitar.
We were strangers on a crazy jounrey.
And you were there when my world stopped turning.
You were there when everything was through,
And I want to say thank you.
But please dont keep waiting for me.
Because my feelings change like the sea.
But tell me you'll still be here,
That you won't disapper.
I have to stay strong to make it,
And then when I'm ready, I'll commit.
No needs to knows the bond we share.
No needs to knows how much we care.
So give me back my hand,
And try to once again understand.
That I'm not a girl to keep,
I'm a girl that will make you lose sleep.
The love will burn you to your core,
Then when it's over you'll be heart sore.
You'll love every moment that we'll share,
But I promise it'll end in despair.
I'm hoping I can be a litle bit stronger,
And leave you alone a while longer.
Let's run around and play with fire,
And not tell anyone bout this desire.