A million plus one.

We weren't ever anything serious,
No.
We weren't anything that could possible break a person,
Wrong.
I did it again,
Didn't I?
I tried my best,
But, boy, that just wasn't good enough?
I mean, after all,
You left me.. Again.
I want to hate you.
I want to hurt you.
But I can't.
I can't hate you, I love you.
I can't hurt you, that'd break me.
I saw the hurt,
Bringing up my past,
Bringing up my old life,
Seemed like I missed it?
I was wrong,
Time was repeating itself.
My eyes were getting watery,
"I almost loved you."
When you left,
I couldn't hold back.
Some tears were hidden by my heart,
They hurt the worse,
Tears of blood.
I think I let you down.
Did I?
I'm not proud.
If I could do one thing,
I'd take it all back,
Take you back.
Hurts to see you with her,
Happy again,
Aren't you?
Yeah, Boy, It's so obvious.
It's so painful.
I wish it was easier to tell you this,
That I miss it.
All.
I don't want you out of my life.
I want you to stay.
Please?
I miss our laughs,
Our long night conversations,
Our memories.
I miss you,
A million plus one.