Control
Thoughts running a million miles,
Through my head, over and over again
Confusion hitting
Harder and faster each and every time
People trying to help
They don't understand,
I can, I need to control my own life
They can't help me
In this spiralling pit of confusion and panic
I can control it,
They just can't see it
By controlling my weight
I am controlling my life
As long as I'm controlling something in this confusing life of mine
I will survive it
Why am i in this bright white room?
I was doing so well controlling my life
Why did they put me in here?
Let me out,
Let me control my life again
Through my head, over and over again
Confusion hitting
Harder and faster each and every time
People trying to help
They don't understand,
I can, I need to control my own life
They can't help me
In this spiralling pit of confusion and panic
I can control it,
They just can't see it
By controlling my weight
I am controlling my life
As long as I'm controlling something in this confusing life of mine
I will survive it
Why am i in this bright white room?
I was doing so well controlling my life
Why did they put me in here?
Let me out,
Let me control my life again