I Hide The Pain.
I cant take much more, every thought I have is about you.
I gave you my heart, the heart you tore.
All the time I feel like sitting in a dark corner and crying,
My heart is slowly dying, I love you still.
Darkness has set upon, my life is just a mess without you I feel hopeless.
I’ve tried to be strong, but I don’t think I can last that long,
I keep trying to be happy for you, by coming up with my own fantasies,
But it never works. If I showed you the scars on my heart, the broken pieces, and every time you tore me apart, would you have an explanation why you did that?
For a fact you would say sorry, I would believe you but would you mean it?
Do you know how much I want to be with you, I don’t think you feel the pain I hide everyday, in my bed I would lay, trying to get the pain out of the way, but I guess In this I had no say.
At times I could look in a mirror, I would smile but in my eyes I could see the pain I try to hide,
When you smile, you can live a lie, but I have to try to be strong, even though I know I cant go through this for long. Every day I put on a smile, to hide the memory of pain I go through.
Nobody knows what I’ve been through, the pain I feel, how many times my hearts been broken, its all invisible, to you and the world I seem all happy and act like everything’s fine, but I miss being able to call you mine. When I was with you id feel like I would shine, but now I feel left in the dark with no light to help me pull through, but to you I guess im your past, im just a who.
I gave you my heart, the heart you tore.
All the time I feel like sitting in a dark corner and crying,
My heart is slowly dying, I love you still.
Darkness has set upon, my life is just a mess without you I feel hopeless.
I’ve tried to be strong, but I don’t think I can last that long,
I keep trying to be happy for you, by coming up with my own fantasies,
But it never works. If I showed you the scars on my heart, the broken pieces, and every time you tore me apart, would you have an explanation why you did that?
For a fact you would say sorry, I would believe you but would you mean it?
Do you know how much I want to be with you, I don’t think you feel the pain I hide everyday, in my bed I would lay, trying to get the pain out of the way, but I guess In this I had no say.
At times I could look in a mirror, I would smile but in my eyes I could see the pain I try to hide,
When you smile, you can live a lie, but I have to try to be strong, even though I know I cant go through this for long. Every day I put on a smile, to hide the memory of pain I go through.
Nobody knows what I’ve been through, the pain I feel, how many times my hearts been broken, its all invisible, to you and the world I seem all happy and act like everything’s fine, but I miss being able to call you mine. When I was with you id feel like I would shine, but now I feel left in the dark with no light to help me pull through, but to you I guess im your past, im just a who.