If Ever
If ever I told you I didn't care,
I was lying.
If ever I impressed you,
I was trying.
If ever I pushed you away,
I was scared.
If ever I couldn't speak to you,
I was unprepared.
If ever I said goodbye,
I didn't want to.
If ever I said I didn't want you,
It's because I need you.
If ever you said "I love you",
And I didn't say it back.
It's because I needed time,
To pick up the slack.
If ever I had the chance,
I would tell you that I love you.
I would say you are my everything,
Because its only true.
To me it seems an hour,
With every heart stopping glance.
I would sincerely love you forever,
If ever I had the chance
I was lying.
If ever I impressed you,
I was trying.
If ever I pushed you away,
I was scared.
If ever I couldn't speak to you,
I was unprepared.
If ever I said goodbye,
I didn't want to.
If ever I said I didn't want you,
It's because I need you.
If ever you said "I love you",
And I didn't say it back.
It's because I needed time,
To pick up the slack.
If ever I had the chance,
I would tell you that I love you.
I would say you are my everything,
Because its only true.
To me it seems an hour,
With every heart stopping glance.
I would sincerely love you forever,
If ever I had the chance