mixed up

I walk to school
longing for you

walking in a daze
it's like a monster maze

I see your face
it's makes my heart go into a race

I stumble as i see
you staring staight at me

My face lights up
then crashes down

then your girl gives you a kiss
i see what i have missed

you smile
a happy smile

i can't bear to see anymore
i walk out the door

i run home
not caring of the world

i crash into my room
tears slipping down

i know it can't be
but i also know, i need him

later that day
i get a ring

"you ok"
i hear though everything

no i mumble
my tears almost breaking through

"i wish it could be different"
his voice breaks

i know
can i come over

"yeah"
see you soon

I take my time
walking to his house

leting the world take me in
evaluating my every move

i get to his door
knocking gentaly at first

it creaks open
i can't hold back anymore

i lean to him
and give him a kiss....