My Mistake

Imaginary except to me
I kinda knew it wasnt real
But it felt right, it was 'meant to be'
Nope, sorry guess again

Thought I was getting closer
I couldn't have been further away
The doors are slamming faster than new ones open
Wishful thinking, thoughts like to stay

You were there every time
I took it for granted
That you be there when I needed you most
You weren't

It should have hurt less than it did
I'd been preparing myself all along
But yeah it hurt
You had to do what was right for you

Ignore him!
She says it like it's so easy
She has no idea
Every thought had a focus: you

It's pathetic
Yes I know
But do you realise the effect you've had
Did you ever have a clue?

Probably not, but that's ok
It's your life
Live it
You don't need me for anything.