Crying for Dreams

Laughter fills the mind
The knowing thought of happiness
An ecstatic smile
Beauty.
To my despair
A dreadful awakening
From dreams so real
So close to reality
But gone.
Now replaced by
Sobs filling the mind
the knowing thought
of longing
for a happiness.
A sickening act
joined by a mask.
Suffocation
Unbearably indescribable
Smothered into myself.
Deafening silence
Broken by whimpers coming from a corner.
Then suddenly silenced once again
By sweet slumbers.
HAPPINESS