RePulse

Useless-
My attempts to Defy, Challenge, Break, Abolish-
The chain of destruction I’m on-
What must it take to Define, Find myself?
Agonizing over little things-
Little things in mountain shapes-
Pawn my soul for electro-shock correction!

Feel nothing-
For Love, Life, Happiness-
Appeasement for myself-
What makes a life so miserable?
I stand for nothing, for nothing stands for me;
Nothing makes my life forfeit but mine own-
Give anything I never had to cease my Seizing, Convulsing!

Final throws, my soul is acting-
No one holds me, not even I-
Self-Destructive personal threshold-
Cannot hold me, not even I-
The flames of Hell’s fire over-run,
Set my soul to Burning!
My pulse slowing,
Require a Shock of objective relativity-
The tempens of my heart Igniting!

Treat me like a doctor to a patient,
But actually Save me!