Don't Leave, But it's my fault

You knew that I was faithful too,
Never thought this was gonna change.
I was blind, but hey at least I'm here.
Apologize, but it seems like its too late.

That I was being such a fool,
And that I didn't deserve you.

I dn't want to show my face,
'Cause I know that I'm a reject
And I don't care if I just drown,
in all these lies I tell.
Begging to hear you then,
to tell me that you'd stay
'Cause I'd rather just fail again,
if I knew that you won't forgive.

Looking at the picture that we took,
Wondering if I'll ever be erased.
Dreaming about, where I'll end up next.
Seeing that I can never change the past.

Just tell me where we're going now,
'Cause we both know that this may never work,
And I knew tat it won't, it never could.
But you do know I want you back.