Till My Death

My scars will haunt me till my death.
Theyll ache and burn.
Death might be the better way.
Than spending my life in hell.
I want to go to a better place.
I just dont think that here is it.
Hopeing people will understand my reason.
For trying to be a better person.
By giving my life to save another.
When ever my life must end.
Weather now or then.
I'll alwways remember my friends.
The people that tried helping.
But not my family.
They put me in this situation.
Depression.
Sadness.
Emotional.
I dont know what happened.
My life is hell.
My soul is dead.
I have no pain.
I have no emotions.