Being

Come undone-
A selfish blast of nerves-
Flooding my periphery-
Blinding, Stealing-
The blood of an Innocent-
Righteous with arrogance-
Swarming my thoughts;
Existential ponderings-
Making it that much harder to exist!

I want to make you-
Make you bleed-
Bleed the words of an Infidel!

What makes you say to me-
“You’re a Liar, Thief, Whore!”
Fueling my indignation-
Confusing your love for blind hatred-
Making a fool of me- My trust-
You can’t know how you make me feel;
A stab to the heart can barely describe-
Just a Mortal scratch to you,
Fatal in my eyes- In real form-

I want to make you-
Make you cry-
Cry out against previous injustice!

Simply being can destroy some-
The pain and sorrow- Then-
The laughing, joking-
Always disguised,
Never one without the other-
Painful the way we hurt-
Neglected by so many-
You hurt me,
But unlike yours when it comes,
The unspoken wave of anguish-
I am so much the stronger!