Sinking

Left to my own devices-
No where left to go-
Drowning in my loneliness,
My angst leaving holes in my heart;
Punching into my soul-
Not able to escape them-
Black and Blue-

Bruising me in so many ways-
A natural conviction of love-
I’m falling so hopelessly,
Swimming in a giant ocean of content;
Kissing my lips so gently-
Caressing and massaging-
Red and Moist-

I am at the bottom-
Feeling less of what I used to-
More than I was before,
Love filling me up entirely;
Nursing me to love again-
Sinking and yet floating-
Where I should have been ages ago-
With you…