The Pain Of Not Knowing

I don't know where to start.
The ending is to hard.
where am i going?
I need to play a card.

Your life crumbles into two worlds
Of misunderstood, and confused.
What happens when no one seems to help?
Or when its help you seem to refuse?

Indeed there are many answers
You have not found them have you?
If you have you wouldn't be here.
Stuck in the ever-holding glue.

Nothing lightens up your face
Shades of darkness and sights of pain shine in your eyes.
You don't understand why you feel this way.
Instead of smiles, there are sighs.

Will it ever be done?
will you ever get through?
Right now you are unsure.
You think its not up to you.