Cold Beauty

I keep looking for the warmth
They say its warm in here
All I feel is the frigid air
The winds howls in silence
I sway into absense
An admittance of weakness
No one sees me
Distracted by her beauty
Drawn primitively to magnificence
She lights up the room
Her glow banishing the gloom
I return to darkness
The fire is ice
A spark of entice
I look for solace
My heart beats alone
Circulation sounds a singular tone
I can't live like this
You're the one I miss
I can almost imagine you still near
But no one's there