things you wish you didn't know

and i broke
i fell apart
right there on the street in front of you
with my rusty car tire spinning awkwardly
while the speed gauge twitched spasmodically
and you never seemed to care
talk to me under the hidden covers of my bed
tell me secrets and make me never tell
refuse me with our friends
entice me all alone
where did we go
when will you take me home