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I sat on our bed crying, thinking about you,
When I knew you was with her,
And you would always tell me: "It was just all a blur."

I gave my life to you,
You loved it then threw it away,
Then I thought about the many frays.

Flashbacks were brought to my eyes,
I turned my head in fear,
And screams I never again wanted to hear.

Suddenly, I jerked my head,
As though it was real,
And the imagining pain I could almost feel.

The sharp pains that shook my spine,
The china that broke my fall,
And the feeling of being thrown against the wall.

Hearing my dead screams of your name,
Feeling my blood,
Pour out of me like rain falling in a mid-summer flood.

And the faint smell of you cologne,
The one you wore on our first date,
But now you only wear it when you go out to see Kate.

I open my eyes,
Wipe away my tears,
And put away my past fears.

I look at the sky,
And when i see the faint blue,
I will never again think of you.