Hiding the pain

Happiness I need to see, With you, I want to be.
Everyday behind the smile of mine, is pain that broke my heart a lot of the times, a story of my life that tears me apart. All the cuts and scars,

sometimes being took to far, have a story behind them.
Each day you think im happy, everyday you talk about her, when we were together we made a perfect picture. You think I mean it when I say she’s my friend, when im just lying I try to not make it obvious I still love you, but I should just give in.

don’t you realize I cut for many reasons? Most of them you wouldn't understand that’s why I listen to,
Most bands, they help me realize who I despise, I guess im unwanted, that’s why I cry at night.