Long Awaiting

I can't believe
How much pain you're putting me through
You had to leave
But didn't mention where you were heading to

You kept me waiting
For all these years
And all for nothing
After I cried in my own fears

You should have told me
Instead you didn't even say a word
For so long I've waited to see
You and our friendship that was shattered

I felt lonely as shit
When you said you weren't coming back
And I tried to fix it
As I realized that joy was what we've lacked

But you're too far
Leaving me to find a new friend
And it leaves a scar
Every time I pray for you to come home again