do you ever feek lonely

do you ever feel lonely?
like people dont care?
your best friend is now foe?
the people who care you cant find?

tears prick your eyes
ready to fall
along your face

you pick up your only real friend
it glimmers in the light
you slide it across your skin
then blood trickles like your tears
people never need to know your pain and sorrow

best friends can become strangers
like a shadow in sunlight
my heart is a stranger to me

life is a mistake for everyone
it wouldnt be a mistake if i went
nobody would care
the only people i care for
dont even know im here

im in a sea of people
but i feel so alone
like a black rose in a bunch of red
im a misfit i dont belong here

i should have a grave with my name on
i should have a funeral
if i was 6 feet under it wouldnt be far enogh

nobidy even looks in my direction
nobody even asks if im okay
they just get on with theire business
they just get on with theire lifes