Please Help Renovate Me

Recovering is impossible. I'll always feel alone.

Everything in my life is crap. Theres no 1 there to save me.

Never is any one fault but mine. Disaster strikes where ever i go.

Overall I feel like shit. My life feels like a super heavy weight dumped on my sholders.

Victims of innocent people sum how always fall in my path. I will hurt u and pull u 2 peices.

Amiture, at making people feel pain. U must b joking. If u wont sum 1 to feel down i'm the person to help u with that.

Teasing, taunting now thats my forte.

Emotion is what i feel everyday. U can hurt as many people u want but it always cums bk. I just want it to stop. Can't sum 1 out there help renovate me?