Pain

I'm so confused.
I feel so used.

Do you see the pain?
Can you feel the reign?

I've been taken apart.
The pain still comes from my heart.

I love you still.
For you, I would kill.

I can't understand why it feels so bad.
I love you, but you make me so mad.

How will it end?
For my heart, will you send?

If you send for my heart,
will you just tear it apart?

I can't take any more pain.
It's flooding like rain.

Will you help my stand?
Will you offer a hand?

Do you know why I'm writing this?
Maybe because it's you I miss?

I love you still.
And for you, I would kill.