Scared

Why am I afraid of you?
What is there to lose?
I don’t understand this feeling?
Why do I feel abused?

I could stare at you for hours
And watch you in your sleep
I could listen to your heart beat
If you were mine to keep

I’ve always had some trouble
Letting people in
From the way my life’s planned out so far
You’d think love was a sin

I wish I had the guts
To tell you how I feel
I wish so much that you loved me
I wish your love was real