Accidents

My eyes watch yours,
a smile dances on your lips,
you speak to me,
You don't know how much your words stay in my head.

My flesh is weakened,
stinging bites all over,
the bees have needles for stingers and they're tearing at my skin,
I can't help but scream,
I'm in a shallow hole.

You dug my grave,
but why?
I am the monster you created,
you have to live with me,
you can't look at me as you inject your symptoms into my eyes.