What He's Done

It's no longer just the mentality of pain
I'm actually getting physically sick
Just trying to pretend I don't care hurts
It's anguish
Much harder than anything I've ever gone through
Physics
Algebra II
World History
S.A.T's
They're all simple compared to what I have to deal with now
And teh one who knew me right
He had my true feelings before I did...
I can't stand to look at him now
To know that he cared enough...
Actually wanted todo something about it
ANd I let it go
Maybe that just goes to show
That I might actually deserve this