Given up.

Darkness fills my days, tears fill my eyes.
All of my world has turned to gray, there's
no more starry skies. I try to not be vain,
but underneath this smile, is a heart
filled with pain.

I'd rather feel pain then nothing at all,
but every time I try to walk, I always
seem to fall.

I've given up on life, or life has given
up on me. I don't know which one,
and I don't care, because through
my tears, I can barely see.