How Is It That I'm Dead?

How is it that I'm dead?

Cold, and lifeless
The candle in me has dimmed out
Leaving me without a soul

How is it that I'm dead?

My rosary was filled with your tears
And my funeral is over
When they buried me, you put a rose on my coffin

How is it that I'm dead?

My one true love,
You were there for me when I was tired of living
Your kisses brought me back to life

How is it that I'm dead?

When you kissed me
I didnt wake up
But instead I was still and unblinking

How is it that I'm dead?

With eyes "vacant and stained"
You hugged my motionless body
And held me throughout the night

How is it that I'm dead?

When I had somebody like you
To hold me through the rainy nights
Kissing my worries away

Singing me to sleep
Holding my hand through the scary moments
Guiding me through the dark times

Telling me "I love you Farrah" throughout the day
Letting me wear your jacket when I was cold
Always there to be my pillow

So how is that I'm dead?

When I had somebody like you
To love me
Even while I'm dead