Teenage crush

What happens when there's one person you always see when you close your eyes?
(And even when you don't close them.)
Tell me does it mean insanity or is it... oh tell me I'm not in love again.
I can't not this soon after a heartbreak
It seems like it's been a long time but...
My calendars and memories say otherwise.
What the hell is wrong with me my pulse gets unsteady
And I can't even work up the courage to talk to him.