Life

Turn on the light, let me see what's in front of me
All of a sudden, this picture I painted just turned ugly
I'm trying to do good, but the devil's f***ing with me
It seems like every time I get it I lose it
Get it, abuse it, and what I'm left with is useless
Because three years in a row, I felt like the world was mine
And three years in a row, I lost it all in the blink of an eye
And I believe what I do will come back one day
But why am I still losing? I can't take the pain
Get down and pray to the souls from up above
And hopefully my guardian angel will show me some love

You don't know what it's like being born with stress against you
Only feeling in this world is the life within you
You'd have to be damn near dead to see the nights I been through
Damn near dead to feel the wind beneath you
Envisioning so much, my minds an open window
Where I gather all these thoughts for all your broken info
If seeing is believing, then there's more to live for

I try to maintain, the pain is unstoppable
Put my life on my back and I maneuver through the obstacles