Death.

Death is what I want, death is what I need,
Me, that’s what nobody needs, everyday pleading for help,
Yet im not getting any, my parents hate me, just like everyone else.

Being left in the dark, thinking witch choice to choose, I may as well give up in life,
I’ve got nothing to lose, will anybody miss me? Will anybody care? I doubt it. Cause being alive, nobody treated me fair.

Knowing you’ve moved on has killed my inside,
You left me with a heart, that had a gap in and was broken deep and wide.
You showed me your real side, I guess the pain, the hurt, when I cry myself to sleep at night. That I will hide.

Life is killing me, I cant live it. Nobody can see the pain I go through,
Im sick and tired of it, going through this everyday pain, its driving me insane.
Loving someone whom you’ll never be with again, having friends that drive u until wits end.
Being left in the dark, with a shattered broken heart, no light, nor happiness to rescue me,
Trying to escape from it all, cant you see? My heart died a long time ago,
Because you lied to me. I’ve got nothing to live for, being told someone loved you, then it was a lie.
Being abused by your dad, too scared to ask why.
Sure everyday I act like im fine, when really im crying on the inside wanting to die.