Is It Love Or Lies?

You are my murderer
but my savior?

I hate you
But I might love you?

You broke my heart
But glued it together?

You lost my trust
But gained it in a heartbeat?

You are cruel
But loving?

You are hideous
But somehow beautiful?

Your lies killed me
But the truth revived me?

What is this feeling?

I thought it was called hatred, I thought you were dead to my eyes.

What am I thinking?

Why can't anyone clear this confusion. Am I simply in denial? Or desperate?

This won't bring the good out to me.

Why do I hate you
but find love deep within me.

Could it have been clouded over before?

What is this feeling?
Hate or Love?

Love or Lies?
You tell me.