Be happy, even if its not with me

So long,
since I have seen him,
I miss him so,
can I go on like this?

Is time passing?
Am i still alive?
I feel so empty,
there's no feeling inside.

An empty hole in my chest,
I see no point in living,
without him,
i just want to curl up into a ball,
and die.

I wear a mask,
to hide my sorrow,
I don't want him to hurt,
because of me.

I want him to be happy,
to forget me and move on,
with this new girl,
be happy.

I remove myself,
from your life,
do I still exist,
in your mind?
Have you forgotten me?

Scenes that haunt me,
saying I love you,
kissing your cashmere lips,
holding your hand,
warm, dry, and slender
safe.

Long walks,
and longer talks,
walking in the park,
your head in my lap,
when you needed a rest.

Sitting in your lap,
your arms around me,
your smell,
I was comfortable enough,
to sleep,
in your embrace,
to laugh,
to live,

to love.

Now my heart is missing,
were has it gone?
My wings are broken,
I'm falling,
but your not there to catch me.

I loved you,
but you were not mine,
you set me free,
time for me to do that same.

I see how you look at her,
with pain in your eyes,
your still in love with her,
even if she rejected you.
Yor heart was not yours,
to give away.

Three years,
not a tear shed,
not for Justin,
not for death,
not for

anything.

Congradulations.

The creator has become,
the destroyer.

Happy?

Thank you for curing me,
of my unsateble longing
for love.

You seem so fallorn,
so guilty,
please don't be,
please,
be happy.

I want you to be happy,
even if your not,
with me.

Be happy.

Don't worry,
forget,
move on,
just please,
be happy.

Becaue I love you,
because life is long,
because you are free,
be happy. please.

Just be happy.