behind my back

Whisper secrets behind my back. Tell me you care, then throw it in my face. I'm left alone to lye in the deep, cold, darkness without you. Keep it from me, keep me clueless. To keep me confused it to keep yourself out of pain and troubles. The tears stream down my face as I think of what you could do, of what you will do. I hide in the world, away from all pain. No feeling. No hate, joy, or love. It has gone. Parished in the darkness. Without you life I am dead. Nothing seen. Nothing heard. Nothing at all.