Hypocrite

Only now saw what a hypocrite you can be
Amazing I was blind when I thought I could see
It's taken all of my life
Father's wife
to find out who you really are
Sorry but my opinion of you
is completely marred

All the times you screamed that you couldn't trust me
All the times you called me liar and thief
Every time you wept and said I wanted to kill you
Infusing me with guilt but never, never has that ever rung true.

You're the one who boldly lied to my face
Told me you were here but were really far away
I can't help but begin to wonder
How many times you sank into the arms of your lover.

I made you cry when I said I don't want to be like you at all
But you hate me for days if I miss your call
Is that really who you want me to be?
If I find myself with your attitude I'm swiftly killing that me.