So Many Times

when we're around his friends
he treats me like a peice of trash
but when we're alone
he treats me like his very own
when we pass each other in the halls
he bashes me out, says im worth nothing
and then we're alone, he's all apologies

i cant handle what he's doing to me anymore
he's breaking my heart, bit-by-bit
when he says those three words
i dont know if i can belive him
when he says he's sorry
i dont know to react

CHORUS:
so many times he's hurt me
so many times i've had to cry myself to sleep
so many times i've heard his apologies
so many times his words words have staked me through the heart
and yet i cant stop loving him

as hard as i try i cant help but give in
when the tears swell over my eyes, i cant
help but know, its all my fault
i think of him again
his eyes pleading for me to forgive
to let him back in

he may not want to hurt me
but he does it on his own
the words come from his mouth
the laughing from his throat
the mocking is all his own
i may be in love with him
but the pain he brings me
will never come to an end

so many times he's hurt me
so many times i've had to cry myself to sleep
so many times i've heard his apologies
so many times his words words have staked me through the heart
and yet i cant stop loving him

im just a girl
with a now broken heart
im a broken doll
worth nothing, to anybody
and the tears are willing to fall
as i watch him with her,
yet again.

so many times he's hurt me
so many times i've had to cry myself to sleep
so many times i've heard his apologies
so many times his words words have staked me through the heart
and yet i cant stop loving him