At A Loss

I saw the sky
Angels crying
Lost another one
Given false hope
What does a person do?
if they have lost
do they fold and just go home
or do they stay and cry all night
what do you do if your life is no more
I have gone pass hell to reclaim my soul
As the devil dangles it in his fingertips
I signed the contract which never existed
While the devil laughs at my tortured state
I have lost what was never mine
I woke up with blood shot eyes
Hoping it would be a dream
Making sense of what transpired
Believing the lie which I have spoken
Now I have found no life to live
Knowing no soul to keep
I let my self go to grief
Believing demons dancing in my head
Another fool has become what they have dread
I know you will never be
What it is that you sought in life truthfully