Another Chance

Ashamed of myself
this isn't a preaty place
So many scars
left apon both my heart and arm
Feeling alone and used
like a tin can tossed away

Not quite sure ware to go
afraid the clock is ticking
soon the alarm will sound.
this is somebodys life story
having the pain of the day on there sholders every night
this is somebodys life story
wrieten with unsure empty feelings.

My mind is slowly drifting
the drugs have kicked in
taking over, ripping my insides.
i hope this ticking time bomb blows up inside of me
my tears are cloecting into a puddle
i can feel satans hand reaching out to me.
i know this place isnt ment for me, cant go back now.
I'm; Shaking in desparation
clapsing to the floor
tearing apart, ripping, shattereing everyware
close my eyes, i hope to die, only to reawake another time
God's giving me another chance at life.
a chance im willing to make