random: "he was my only sanity"

"his laughter lingered in my suconcious...
every so often would i see his face, smiling at me from a distance but , it was miniscule...
i couldnt bear the distance...
it was driving me insane...
if i could just get the guts to walk up to him
and talk....
just like we used to on those long hot days i could become sane again...
the empty whole in my chest may just have become filled up again......."