Worth it?

You held me in your arms
And told me I was gorgeous
You worked your devilish charms
And stole my heart away

In my red-faced terror that you didn't love me back
I tore my heart out and cried away
All of the problems that you always lacked
I will always be a mess, get over it

I just want you to hold me
Tell me I'm worth while
Because you know I'll never see
In the mirror what they call beauty

This is tearing me apart inside
Am I worth living?
This is something I can never hide
You see right through me

I'm drowning in my own hate
You'll never understand
This monster I let myself create
On the inside I was dead
Please, let me live again