Who am I?

Who am I?
The child I never wished to be.
The girl they laugh at and call a freak.
The book they never opened.
The one without her friend.

Who am I?
The child so full of life.
The girl sitting here, holding the knife.
The book about music and art.
The one with the broken heart.

Who am I?
The child who never cares.
The girl to receive the horrible looks and stares.
The book unknown.
The one alone.