Are you my knight?

why do my dreams confuse me so
one moment we are friend
then one night in bed dreaming
about going to tie up ends
but I untied one
or started a new rope
when I wake I'm glad
for a change
then i remeber that night
and loose all hope
cuz idon't know what to think or feel
I'm hopeful
I'm depressed
and its all because of you
my best friend since first grade
the guy i never thought of in that way
or at least i dont think i did
please come out and say if you feelwhat i feel
confused and..............
how do i deal with this
its all new
its all wronge
or is it right
but all i know is
this all got started
that one night
that one dream
about a knight