always thinking of you.

all i used to do,
was think of you,
u were my drug,
my reason of living,
i always thought of you as a god,
always thruthful,
i never thought you were a liar.
people would tell me,
nasty things,
i would never believe them,
there would always be rumors,
i still never believed ,
but then i found out ,
your dirty secret.
you lied to me,
after that.
i could never face you,
without feelling,
useless.
i knew i had to say goodbye,
to what we used to be,
since you are no longer,
my drug, my reason for living,
you are no longer,
a part of me.