Betrayal, Stars, & Scars

My crimson blood burns my fresh slit skin
As you condescend me for my apathetic sins

I feel the pain so bottled deep inside
As I try to find a place to hide

The new marks that form over old scars
I search for an answer among the stars.

I find none and feel another part of me die
I let the tears fall though I do not cry.

I stare at the night sky, praying for redemption
From this prison that I built and locked myself in

Cliché days and terror-filled nights
Put me on the frontlines against my darkest frights.

I can't stand not being able to escape
I need to relinquish my eternal hate

Save me from myself and this pitiful world.
Help me be a normal girl.

Let me breathe the fresh oxygen
Don't let me die in this cage that I'm in.

Let me live without this betraying blame
Free me from these binding chains.