True Love Never Lasted
I stared at him every single day,
Wondering what he was thinking about, and if I was on his mind,
He'd look back at me..but it was only a glance,
He would always look back..his face disappearing as quick as it had appeared.
Didn't he like me..like I liked..well loved him?
Or was he a stupid teenage crush? I would never work him out,
One minute he would stare, the next he would ignore me,
Like he hated me or something.
He made me the emotional wreck I am...messing with my mind so much,
It took a huge toll on mind,never thinking straight,
I couldn't deal with life..he was always on my mind,
He made it worse for me to keep living on.
He found out and he made my life a living hell!
The teasing started...everywhere I went he followed,
Did he like me and was all this a cover up?
Or did he really just hate me?
Then the harming began, every day, every night,
It was the only escape I had! but..If he found out, I would be fucked,
As the blood rushed down my arms..all I knew was,
Life was done with me and its over.
So I went to him and said my last goodbye,
He didn't understand, he never would,
All he did was laugh,
But then he noticed!
I was serious,
I walked home crying knowing he would never understand the real me.
He followed me, all the way,
And when I pulled that blade,
It was over in seconds,
I knew it...and so did he.
So what he did was the same,
Before taking his own life and laying it all out on the floor,
He hugged me gently..being covered in blood and said...
"I didn't want it to end this way but i am sorry i couldn't love you"
And he to pulled that blade...our life's slipping away together.
We died together..but I didn't cry as the world darkened before my eyes,
I forgave him...understanding everything.
He had told the truth and that is all that mattered!
Dedicated to Jake..he proved love doesn't last </3
Wondering what he was thinking about, and if I was on his mind,
He'd look back at me..but it was only a glance,
He would always look back..his face disappearing as quick as it had appeared.
Didn't he like me..like I liked..well loved him?
Or was he a stupid teenage crush? I would never work him out,
One minute he would stare, the next he would ignore me,
Like he hated me or something.
He made me the emotional wreck I am...messing with my mind so much,
It took a huge toll on mind,never thinking straight,
I couldn't deal with life..he was always on my mind,
He made it worse for me to keep living on.
He found out and he made my life a living hell!
The teasing started...everywhere I went he followed,
Did he like me and was all this a cover up?
Or did he really just hate me?
Then the harming began, every day, every night,
It was the only escape I had! but..If he found out, I would be fucked,
As the blood rushed down my arms..all I knew was,
Life was done with me and its over.
So I went to him and said my last goodbye,
He didn't understand, he never would,
All he did was laugh,
But then he noticed!
I was serious,
I walked home crying knowing he would never understand the real me.
He followed me, all the way,
And when I pulled that blade,
It was over in seconds,
I knew it...and so did he.
So what he did was the same,
Before taking his own life and laying it all out on the floor,
He hugged me gently..being covered in blood and said...
"I didn't want it to end this way but i am sorry i couldn't love you"
And he to pulled that blade...our life's slipping away together.
We died together..but I didn't cry as the world darkened before my eyes,
I forgave him...understanding everything.
He had told the truth and that is all that mattered!
Dedicated to Jake..he proved love doesn't last </3