A Poem For A Friend

A poem for a Friend=]

I’m not quite sure where to begin or where to start

All I know is that this poem’s from my heart

This may sound confusing- it is for me too

But I’m ready to begin this poem to you.

A tortuous winding path- life is a confusing place to be

I want to get away from this stress and find the real me

Why can’t I be happier? Today’s a brand new day…

Yet I have thoughts and memories that don’t go away.

I think of my life, and that my problems aren’t so bad.

But for some unknown reason I still feel kind of sad.

It’s tough being a teenager, sometimes it’s just a scare/

I wish I had some answers. Life isn’t always fair.

Sometimes I’m just really lost and don’t know what to do.

I wonder where to go and who I can talk to.

No one really knows which thoughts I choose to share,

But even if I told them they probably wouldn’t care.

Sometimes I want to say “Thanks for all you’ve done”

But the words fly from my head as quickly as they come.

I don’t know how to talk to you, to tell you how I feel

Now and then it’s so complex. Life sometimes is surreal.

You may not always see me when I stumble, trip and fall

When tears are in my eyes and there’s no one to call

You may not hear me when I cry in bed at night

Hoping that my worries will somehow be put right.

You may not always love me when we just don’t get along

I may screw up when I won’t admit that I was wrong.

I’m sharing with you because I know that you really care.

The friend you are to me is special, precious and rare.

Sometimes I might act joyful to camouflage my fears

But deep down inside, I want to burst right into tears.

All I need sometimes when my heart just wants to break

Is your smile and a hug. That’s what I can’t fake

I need you, my friend, to take my hand and try

To help me mend my broken heart and be there when I cry

I want you to be with me and walk with me on this road

To step along beside me and help me with this heavy load.

I want you to be free- I hope I don’t ask you much

Just be there when I need you, and offer me your touch.

Some people are ashamed to cry, but I am not afraid

For crying is the way I let out pain.

A friend walks in when all others walk out

You knocked on the door when I was full of doubt.

You are an angel. You’ve helped me do what’s right,

When I had no eyes, you saved me- you were my sight.

You helped me through, without you, where would I be?

A blessing and treasure is what you are to me.

You are a great person with good advice to lend

I just want you to know that you are a wonderful friend

Have I changed you? You have changed me a great deal

You’ve let me be who I am and tell you how I feel.

The best thing ever was finding a friend just like you

Who listens and talks to me, you make each day seem new.

I hoped you liked this poem… like I said from the start

This poem was written for you, from deep inside my heart.