Just Friends

Lying there next to him was the one thing I envied most.
What did she have that I had not?
Was it her smile, her eyes, her perfect honey blonde hair?
Or was it the way she laughed,
The way she wasn’t afraid to cry,
The way she radiated beauty on the inside.
I only wished she would go away.
Forget about him and never think about him even for a day.
I guess I should be happy.
I only want what’s best for my friend.
Maybe one day we could be more,
But for now I’ll just have to wait
And hope and pray some more.