Why

You don’t know what it’s like to feel so alone.
You don’t know what it’s like to be on your own.
Everyday is a struggle that I try to hide.
All I want to do is curl up and die.
As each second on the clock ticks away,
My life fades into a darker shade of gray.
I try my best to smile and act like nothing’s wrong,
But you can see it in my eyes that I am not so strong.
Everywhere I look there’s something more for me to fear.
Why did I have to lose everything so dear?
I’m sick and tired of running away.
I’m sick and tired of feeling like this everyday.
I’m sorry is not enough.
I’m sorry will not fix everything that’s been screwed up.
I wish I could go back in time.
Restart my life and pause and rewind.
For now I’ll just have to try to hold on,
And hope and pray everything gets better before it’s too long.