Crazy maybe

I’m going out of my mind
And that’s a fact
Is this my punishment for being so kind?
If so that’s not fair
So much to be said
But none of it spoken
I feel so broken
Incomplete
Everything has to be done discreet
Secret meetings
Stolen hugs
How much longer must this go on
I’m truly getting tired
Of being a liar
And living this way
Its driving me crazy
My eyes are always glassy
I’m a doll
Bended to behave perfectly
But I don’t want to be like that any longer
All because of you
Is it a blessing in disguise
Or a punishment
Only time will tell